Those sleepless nights...

The sense of nothingness
of pain and agony
of sleepless nights and uncried wails
of nights of terrible darkness and solitude
of drunken revelrie
and of course the countless nights
when i fidget and flip flop
when the bedsheet goes wet with sweat
and when sedatives dont work
Of those nights when my mind
is filled with stray words with no strings
no appendages and links
only ellipses...
bleak, barren and weary
when my senses have been stripped,
and my hands can't feel to grip
My toes too numb
and the nervous sleeplessness making me feel like putting a bullet through my head.


Sadly i dont own a gun !